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It's a little strange now that I think about it.
I haven't been reading as much about INFPs or personality profiles or stuff like that. Maybe I just had enough of reading about myself. I know who I am now. Actually, no... not exactly. I think I've just learned to accept who I am, enough so that there's nothing new anybody can tell me about myself. If I'm stupid, I know I am. If I'm smart, I know I am. All these aspects about myself I accept, my faults, my nuances, almost everything. It doesn't mean that I won't do anything to change myself, because I will.

I guess that also means that I've come to accept the different perspectives people have about me. At any given time, people can see me in a certain way that I may possibly disagree wtih, but I can't deny them that. And I would smile, and realize that it's because they haven't looked at me in every way possible yet.
Nobody can know me to the extent that I know myself.
That's why comments about me that I've heard in the past, I've finally accepted. Well, maybe not, lol (I hold grudges that last forever), but I can move forward at least a little bit.

People tend to think they know a lot more than they really do. I've come to notice this error in myself, and I've taken measures to see things objectively and how they really are.

But now... I guess instead of wondering who I am... I've come to wonder where I fit in. It's not an easy question to answer, and I think many people wonder this about themselves too.


........maybe I'm just a bit too introspective this morning... it's early, I'm sleepy..