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Feeling insignificant again.
Even with accomplishments, I feel like they're nothing compared to the bigger picture. But this feeling comes and goes, like all the others I have.

Just need to focus on what's ahead of me...
Right.. tomorrow, a midterm and a reading quiz...
Ack, I don't really want to think about tomorrow actually. lol

I used to wonder if I was an "old soul." I never quite fit in with contemporary culture. I wonder if I would fit in well with the past? I highly doubt that. The best way to describe where I feel like I fit in? I think it goes something like this : "I'm from the future... and this is all a dream. Poof."

Poof. Like a speck of dust floating in the wind.

Poof. Let's see how far it goes.

POOF. Oh, it got sucked up by that vacuum...

But yeeeeah. I just feel awkward living in my culture. I fit in well enough that people think I'm normal, but the feeling that I'm "different" never goes away. When I try to figure out how or why I'm different, it just makes things more complicated.

So for a temporary solution, everytime I wonder where I fit in....

poof