Monotony...

I haven't been able to focus on school lately. I feel really "tired" of studying and writing papers. I hardly felt motivated to study for my last exam... and now, tonight... I really don't feel like writing my paper either. This is a bad trend. I still have summer quarter to get through, and I already feel burned out.

I don't really know what the best cure for this is. I think I need to get out of town.. go to someplace I've never been before... and relax for a few days. I guess I'm burned out by the monotony of life. I've written so many papers, studied for so many tests... that it all feels the same now. The new people I meet are starting to feel the same... @_@ Heck, even getting an A+ on a test doesn't feel any different to me... I just do it because I need to, not because I want to....

Mmm... I don't think I can concentrate anymore tonight. I'll just wake up early tomorrow morning to finish up my paper...

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"Find what you do well and treasure it... Whenever you feel alone in a crowd, think about that special treasure of yours and just remember it."