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I've been having a terrible headache for the past week now..
It's not a fever, but I feel really tired. My eyes are having a hard time focusing..
All I really want to do is sleep...

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All we can do is find the little pleasures in life that help get us by each day..

9/11 tomorrow. I still remember the morning of that day pretty well. Later on I talked with friends online about it... "Why did they do this?"
Until now, I still don't really know. It makes me sad to think about everyone dying.... but hatred begets hatred. The cycle continues. Nothing is accomplished.

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My childhood wasn't exactly terrible, but it was lonely. I spent most of my time fantasizing in my head about different worlds. Even to this day, I still spend most of my time in my head. The real world seems really boring..

It makes me wonder if I'm really the star of my own story, or if I'm really just a part of something bigger.. Do I have any control over my destiny, or am I caught up in the flow of time?

Loneliness has been haunting me lately, but it doesn't hurt as much as before. Have I learned to accept it? Or have I given into it? Regardless, it still feels so suffocating.

Maybe it's easier if I just don't think at all.