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I want my life to mean something more beyond what it is now, but it's hard to derive a sense of meaning when I don't know how to move forward.

Maybe it's not time to move forward yet, but I can't help but feel a sense of anxiety and the need to push myself to the next level.

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Another morning. I hate going through the same motions everyday because it feels too mechanical and boring to me, but I don't really have a choice. Same old bus ride, same old walk to work.

Once the commute is over, I'm happy working.