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"There was this girl..."

This journal started like that. After all this time, after all I've been through, things are finally somewhat resolved and my life has moved on. What a journey it has been. I guess it's time to officially close that part of my life. I've come to accept myself, somewhat... and my limitations in this world. I'm not so angry anymore.

A lot of things have changed, and I'll know they'll keep changing. I might revert back to that cynical old self of mine, or I might move forward to a new me. The thing is that I've come to terms with life at the moment.

So what's my future going to be like? I've come to learn that some things don't need to be answered right away. I'll just take things one step at a time. No use stressing about the things that can be helped.

There are so many things in life that we think we have power over...
But I've come to see the "flow" of things.
We're being pushed and pulled by forces we don't really think about..
It's best to accept the things we have no control over of.
"Just let it be..."
But at the same time, we need to do our best no matter the circumstances so we won't regret it in the end.

I guess I need to make a decision now whether to start fresh. Should I make a new journal? Or should I stick with this one? Or maybe I don't need a journal anymore?

I only write in this journal when I feel like it. It's never anything planned, it's nothing thoughtful, heck, it's nothing really but what my thoughts are for the current moment. It's not really something I'd like having floating around the internet for everyone to see. If I made any new friends, I wouldn't want to say, "Hey, check it out, this is my journal!" I guess I'll give it some thought.

"There was this girl..."
Nu uh. I won't let it start like that again.